Keeping it real!

So usually you never hear the bad parts about people lives on their blogs but its 8:00 pm & I just got out of the shower! My kid has not been taking naps & just falls apart at night! That's how most days are around here. Its a rarity if I have us both ready for the day & out the door doing something fun. When we do go out I better have the stroller because this kid will not stay by you for nothing! I believe that those "dog" leashes for kids were invented for Carter, but I can't bring myself to use one because of all the stares from people. I normally don't care what others think but I just think it looks like your walking your child. My mom used to have one for us but it went around our wrists & hers. Anyone know where to find one of those, because this kid wants to walk everywhere!
I feel like we are in such a rut & I don't know where to begin to fix it. We pretty much do the same things everyday. We only have one couple that are friends and we don't see them often. What do stay at home moms do all day when they don't have money to go spend!? Do they all get up & shower before the kids are up? I take Carter in the shower with me sometimes but he always wants a bath, so if he had a bath what do I do with him while I shower? I cant just leave him in the family room with the t.v on, he will get into EVERYTHING!!
Best time of the day is when everyone is asleep & I'm watching t.v. Is that horrible? Sorry for the ranting & raving I just needed to get this out & any advice from the few moms that read my blog would be much appreciated!! Hows that for reality!?